~ I HATE NEIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

I'm so addicted to this new reality show... The show really gives me new inspirations to lose weight. I wanna be the biggest loser in MY UNIVERSE.. 7kgs..... I know it's just a little number compared to what they have to loose but still.. Its sooooooo hard for me as I always lapse back. Bad MEL.. Very Bad Mel!!!! Huhuhuhu

Anyway.. Tonight is not the story of my life but the drama in the Biggest Loser series tonight which is so freaking high... Seriously high as Neil gained 17 pounds as he drank 2 gallons of water just so that he won't be portrayed as the biggest threat. But he ruined his own planned when he accidentally said that 1 gallons of water weights 8 pounds and Hollie asked how did he know that. BUSTED!!!!! DAMN LIAR!!!!

Usually in a happy ever after story we are taught with high moral. Hell... our very first book is the Aesop's fables like The Tortoise and the Hare, The Boy Who Cried Wolf, The Dog and the Bone and etc. These fables remain as popular choice for moral education of children even today. Hmmmmmmm.. Getting to the point.. Haven't our mother's taught us even the most simplest lesson in life? I mean.. Where is your integrity??? Tell me WHERE??!!!

The worst thing of all is that he wasn't even voted out by the other teams after the deceitful way he plays the game. What the hell is wrong with these people. So... if that's how they wanna play the game then... Game on People!!!!! Really hope Neil will be voted out next... I want the Black team to win..

~ FiNaLLy!!!!! Smoresssssss Anyone??

YEAY!!! WE DID IT!!!! WE DID IT B!!!! (hahaha.. that sounds so wrong on so many levels...) Our achievement of the day is making the eeeeckkkyyyyy gggooooooeeeeeyyyyyy yuuuuuummmmmmmmyyyyyy rice krispies treats!!!! No more yucky brown blob.. YEAY!!!

Our last experiment failed terribly coz its next journey is not into our tummy but to the trash can. Oooopppppssssss... Sorry... Bak kata mummy kalau nk buang food kena cakap "assalamualaikum.." Kira macam respect ar.. Mummy and her weird ways.. Hehe..

Anyway... B and I was so frustrated with the last experiment that we purposely went to Giant for marshmallow hunting. We ended up buying loadz of other chocolates like Hello Panda, Nini with Hazelnut dip(I think its the new line for Nini... the usual is the red or yellow one), Reese Peanut Butter Cup, Nutrageous and etc. I can just feel the happiness seeping right thru me just being at the chocolate aisle. What a wonderful world.... (suddenly humming the song.. hehe..)
But it was even more wonderful when I had my first bite of the treats.. One can't explain with words... Oh ya one word... YYYYYYUUUUUUUUUUUMMMMMMMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

I even made smores.. Since smores are made during camping at the camp fire using a skewer.. My only solution is to put my marshy through a chop stick and heat it up using the oven toaster. Bijak tak?? Bijak tak?? Bijak kan... The marshy became soft and gooeeeyyy when I sandwich it with the graham crackers. Its far fetch I guess from the camp fire but just as nice. Smores.... The memory of my summer holidays with my family emerge... Wish I could go back in time.. Huwaaaaaaaaaaa.... Where's my DeLorean??!!!!

~ OVER??!!! ~

It's over... It's all over... I can't believe it that after all that we've been through it just ended like that. The storyline is interesting with all the reasonable dramas but the ending ended with just a simple thud. What a simple ending. If this story is made into a movie in Bollywood, the whole theater will be burn down for the unhappy ending. Everybody crave for a happy ending. Why wouldn't we? We deserve all the happiness in the world and the happily ever after. There was a sticker in facebook


The hell with B as my prince charming or any other guys at this point. Guess he will be my rebound guy. I need a rebound guy.. This is freaking hard. I've been made a princess by him and I can't stop being a Princess NOW!!! NO WAY!!! Guess I am lucky to have met a rebound guy. I don't care!!! Why do I need to have any morals since it burnt along with the relationship.

So I went on a date with this guy @ Is (he's my senior at TLDM high school though it is not his real name). Anyway... after the first date we went on a few more dates in the same week and I truly enjoyed myself as all my worries and loneliness dissolve. Sorry... but this is what I need to move on.

We were in front of my apartment and were to bid goodnight after a wonderful, romantic date. A squeeze of my hand is enough to make me blush and slowly without warning he was leaning towards me.His face was coming closer to mine and suddenly I could see his this and that's on his face (I don't say it out loud because I'm scared that I'll be getting it myself.. huhu... quite superstitious) I feel like I'm in a movie where everything became slow motion as to show the magic of the first kiss. MAGIC!!! Are you kidding me!!!

At that moment, in my head I just wanted to have B next to me in the car instead. I was wishing so hard that spontaneously I just cried my hearts out and he was taken aback. I don't want HIM!!! I want B!!! B!!! That's my wish.. I want B!!! My heart is broken and the feeling is so real and for once my wish came true because I found myself on my bed with big fat tears rolling down my cheeks. Huh??!!!! What the hell??!!

I woke up with goosebumps all over my body. My eyes choked up with wild tears and I can't believe that I was crying for real. It turns out that I had it all in my head to make it feel so real. It was the nightmare of ALL nightmare. PHHHHEEEEEWWWWWW....

~ Rice Krispies Treats???~

QUESTION: What the hell is that brown blob?
ANSWER: That is what will happen if you use imitation marshmallow to make your rice krispies treats... It becomes RICE SHITTY TREATS!!!!

Instead of turning to a thick white fluid, it turned brown instead. "Aikkkkk... Apsal brown lak.. Bukan ke dalam recipe putih ker?! " So our conclusion is that the marshmallow is not original. What else? It was the first step.. Takkan r dh salah kan... We're not that bad in the kitchen okay... Hmmmmmm... What to do.. At least it was a fun experiment.. hehe.. Anyway.. Nice try sayang..

~ My Lunch Suprise...~

huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....
huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......
huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......

Words just can't decribe my feelings... I can just cried out huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....
What's wrong you ask? WHAT'S WRONG??!!!

Yesterday I had to endure his special pheromone... So help me god!! And for today's special lunch treat.. I had to endure his balding head. Yeap!! He's bald!! I know he've got to do it since there's a problem with his scalp and supposedly I prepare myself for these. But huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... I wish it didn't happen.

The oh so famous quote is that one can't judge a book by its cover. But looks is important in a relationship. I'm a visual woman... therefore what one looks like is partly important. I'm not going to depend on your looks only.. but I'm only human therefore shallow as I am.. I want my B to have a full head of hair.

Hmmmmmmmm.. I'll be counting the days til B get his old looks back. I'll be waiting in anticipation. Thank goodness hair do grow. I can't bear if this is his permanent looks. For now.. a bald head is what I have.

~ My Very Own Pepe Le Pew ~

Today was to be a wonderful Sunday where I'd spent time with B just walking around MP and DP. If we're lucky and right on time we might catch a movie. When he picked me up I could just feel my face lights up just seeing him... But that was all before I stepped into the car...

The moment I stepped into the car my smile faded as my nose were scrunching up trying to determine something. The thing is that.... I have a problem with my nose where I can't really smell unless the stinct wreak of bad odour. OH MY GOD!!! Why the hell does this car wreak like a bad egg. Seriously!! I'm not kidding!! It smell of a bad egg.. The next thing I knew is that I was scruyying fast reaching for the power window switch trying to catch my breath. AIR!! I NEED AIR!!! FRESH AIR!! PLEASE!!!!

I turned to B and the worst thing of all.. He just sat there smiling all the way without any feeling of remorse. How could he not warn me!!! Now all my happy thoughts was gone and all I could feel was rage.. SERIOUS RAGE!!! I feel like strangling his neck to put that cheeky smile of his face. He was laughing so hard that suddenly I heard it.. The deadly smell with a sound. Now both of us was laughing at the stupid sound and I don't have to even tell you bout the smell rite..

I wanted to open the window the whole way to town though the unfortunate thing for me is that it was raining cats and dogs. So someway somehow since I love him so much I have to brace it with my head up high and my nose blocked. Wonder what he ate that made him a farting machine. So we didn't go to the movies as we tried to stay clear from other people to spare them from the misery. But it was a wonderful Sunday no less. Hehehe...
Even if god gave me a skunk... Guess I have to live with it. As long as my skunk loves and adores me and can make me happy.. I'd risk it. Anyway.. Who say love is easy....