~ Bruises.. ~

I hate it when you go away as I had so much fun this weekend.. Wishing that weekends are longer than 2 days.. I hate Sundays the most as I know that is when it ends.. Thats why its called the weekends right... URGHHHHHH..... HATE IT!! HATE IT!! HATE IT!!!

Can't wait for next weekend that I'd get to spend with B.. Even if our date is not the regular date that most couples have. Anything goes as long as I get to spend time with B even if getting a bruised knee is the end result.. not forgetting my sore arms and legs.. Thanks to your new love for paintball..

Re-Run SUX when Hormones Strikes..

Looking at the title it just feel like we're goin through the past over and over again. I suddenly feel very angry bout the ending of Sex & d City. I'm watching the re-run on HBO where she is still with Aiden and cheating on him with STUPID BIG. How Carrie marries Big instead of sweet sweet Aiden. Why can't she move on??? Why does she go back to Big in the end of the story. WHY??!!! URGGGHHHHHH!!! STRESS!! Suddenly I'm thinking that is not the happy ending that I want for Carrie. I want her with somebody new that is sweet like Aiden and as charming as Big. I know love is not logic but still.. Give those who is single to rely and hope on meeting a new guy instead of rewinding back to their past.

NO BEB!!! I'm not thinking bout my past.. Hahaha.. This have nothing to do with it. If it has.. Confirm you'll hear bout it straight away k.. Was just thinking.. how some people don't move on and its sad and pathetic. Guess they didnt get the closure that they needed. Too bad then..

Anyway... blame it on the hormones.. I guess I'm getting psychotic on something other than bout my life. Crazy you say.. Yuppp.. I know..

~ Grow UP DADDY!!!! ~

I hate my dad!!! yesssss.... i hate him right now.. Iknow hate is such a strong word.. But its all pent up anger that I'm feeling right now.

Just because he hates weddings... n now I can't even go to lynn's house earlier since he is so selfish. What's wrong if I do go earlier? Its not like I'm going there for a month or something.. Some more have the cheeks to tell people that he want's me to travel to German to stay with his friends.. You know and I know just how true that statement is.. Come on man... You're not the most down to earth and flexible father ok!!! So don't try to tell people how good or supporting you are... Coz face the facts... YOU'RE NOT!!!

Yeah yeah!!! Some of you might say.. That's what father's do.. Because they love you so much.. Does your father do that to you then? Does it mean that your father love you less? Come on.. Tell me.. How do I talk to him when he doesn't even listen and think rationally? What he wants is that I'll be around him all the time. Hello!!! Get a grip.. I won't be around you all the time so you've got to learn to let me go. I'm gonna get married and that phase is coming soon. I know you love me so much and I'm thankful that you do.. But please... please.. Try to be more understanding.. Its not like I'm going for a long time.. I'm going for 5 days tops..

~ Up and Down ~

Lets start with the bad news in my life right now..
Raya is just a few weeks away and I got a call from my brother saying that our house got robbed yet AGAIN.. Even though there is nothing much to take since the robber from the first round took almost everything.. I still hate it that somebody is going through all my private stuff. I haven't seen my room but I can picture it that they've left quite a mess.


I don't really care if they took my other jewelry but the first robbers took my precious locket. I haven't even wore it. I bought it at an antique shop when I was 11 and vow to only wear it on my wedding day. Its just a simple locket but it means a great deal to me. Hell.. I've been saving it for 14 years and my dream of wearing that locket is just gone with the wind. So on my wedding day I would only be wearing my boring ring... HUWAAAAAAA... Damn you robbers!!!!



On a happy note..
Since that incident.. I went back to Pangkor early to be with my family. It was fun breakfasting with them and this is the first year we had our puasa in Pangkor. Quite a different as I didn't get to roam around PARAM(Pasar Ramadhan) but instead I'm stuck in the kitchen cooking with mummy. Not saying that it's a bad thing but I want my freedom to go gugu gaga over all the food and buy my favourite cendol instead of trying to make one.. huhuhu.. Gosh I miss going to PARAM with Jasmin and our occasional cuci mata.. hehehe.. That was fun.. Anyway.. What a different route my life is taking me.. Its different yet it is fun.. But I do miss my occasional routine life. Guess a boring routine life is not meant for me then.


Another happy note is that I just celebrated my 1 year and 6 months anniversary... I know.. I know.. Kinda blowing it out of proportion since its only 1 and half year. As usual B would forget and I take it as one of his major flaws which I'm fine with.. ( I think..) But he'll make it up on his other good traits like giving me suprises on our last monthlyversary.


We went to the Melacca Acoustic Fender Festival and our friend's band was invited to play a gig there. I've been to the festival 3 years in a row and I feel like a groupie. Hehehe.... After having our dinner, the guys when our for a smoke but after an hour B didn't come back to the table and kept lepaking outside. Like HELLO!!! We came to this festival together and he ditches me.. Geram nyer!!! So I went outside and he was still smoking and I pinched me for leaving me inside for so long. He gave me his camera bag and said that he need to go to the bathroom.. "La pulak.. Duduk kat luar punya lama baru nak pegi toilet... Nih yang nak membebel nih..." By the time he got back, it was just nice that it was Sunburst's turn to take the stage. Since B wanted me to take a video of the band we went infront hiding behind the pillar so that we wont block other people's view. Intan was a nervous wreck because when she sang 'Lucky' with Aslam she didn't even smile and her face was so straight. It was so funny.. But she did a good job and can't wait for more performances by her and the band in the future.

Suddenly Aslam was inviting another person on stage. That's weird.. Who else is gonna be singing. The next thing I knew is that he was calling the guy who have been taking photos for them and when I turned to look at B he was smiling and blushing and was walking towards the stage.. OH MY GOD!!! B!!! Then Berg was standing next to me whistling as if innocence abis la kan.. and Intan was saying this is B's suprise for me.. OH MY GOD!!! The funny thing was that when B went on stage he was looking for the lyrics.. Sabar jer la.. hahahaha.. He sang Plain White T's song which is 1 2 3 4..

( going 2 be in my pukey moment now.. )
B looked so cute and the best thing is that he actually sang it for me because he didn't really looked at the audience much.. Especially when B is singing the chorus.. He kept looking at me and I feel like going up on stage and just hugged him really tight.. Huwaaaaa.. I could feel that my face was really hot since I was blushing so badly and I couldn't stop smiling..

By the time, B came down I smack him because he kept it from me.. I know.. I know.. It was supposed to be a suprise but still I could have gotten a heart attack for being too happy.. hehehe
The reason why he ditch me that night is because he was so nervous and even more nervous since he didn't memorize the whole lyric. Kesian B kena marah.. oooppppssssss.. sorry B.. And it turns out that he came to Melacca early because he thought there was going to be a sound check but it turns out that its been cancelled to the next day. Dah ar kesian kat B since he can't do the sound check the next day since I was around. And the other day he even lied to me saying that he was sleeping the whole night padahal tengah jamming... Sabar jer r.. Tipu....
Thanks so much to all who participated towards giving me a suprise.. Yes!! I loved the suprise.. It was totally out of this world..

~ SuPrise NO MORE!!! ~

Thank god for technology.. i get to 'meet' my dearest gals.. The Bev. Hills girls get together.. Eventhough it was just a conference for about an hour but it was more than I can ask for since we hardly see each other thanks to our priorities and the coordinates...

I was chatting with Jasmin earlier before the conference and we were talking bout her wedding preparations. I still can't believe it that she of all people is getting married. I mean.. It feels just like yesterday that we were still having crushes and getting crushed by all those stupid jerks.. But our love for the male species never changed.. We try and try and now... Alhamdulillah.. We are happy with our men.. Jas and Kin is engaged.. I'm in a happy relationship with B.. So all those heart breaks and tears was all worthwhile for us to get to this point of life. Yeay for us!!!!!

Anyway.. We started asking each other when we can meet up.. dan tanpa segan silu Jas wanted us to organize her hen nyte.. Eeeeeeiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.. tak malu.... mintak.. Ko nih mmg tau.. aku dah plan dah nk buat SUPRISE HEN NYTE.. So the suprise part is gone... Hello!!! Of course there will be a hen nyte for you my dear.. Its not everyday that my bestfriend gonna be married. Wedding have been our favourite topic since forever. Berangan tak sudah.. hehehehe..

Can't wait to be 'drunk' drinking our mocktails and talking and laughing all nyte long til our voice is gone. Confirm akan ade hujan coz ade Jas.. ( if you get what i mean) hahahaha...
Muahsssssssssssssssssss... Can't wait to meet you gals....

~ IroNiC ~

There was this annoying guest who disturbs all of the Anjungan girls.. Because he's a guest we have to be polite and run away from him politely also. But its a big mistake when you would want to be chicky with my dad asking bout his daughter.. BIG MISTAKE BUCKO!!!

Annoying guest: Uncle.. Since your daughter is going back to Malacca, I can give her a ride. I'm

going back to Muar, its on the way.

Babah : (In a punching mode and he could feel his temperature rising. But since he's a guest punching is not the way to handle things.)If you want to get it from her fiance then try it.

Annoying guest : Fiance?? She's engaged already??

Babah : Yes she is. Her fiance is from Ampang.

Hahahaha.. Out of all the places in the world Babah could have picked, he picked Ampang. Ampang is where B is living. Guess it is sort of a hidden prayer then that I'll marry an Ampang boy eventhough Babah doesn't know that. Ironic huh?? Wouldn't it be funny if I tell Babah this story again. But in order to tell him this ironic story... I hope that my wish do come true and I do marry an Ampang boy. Hehehe...

Oh ya!!!!!!!!! Huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!

A guest just asked whether a wedding can be held at the resort... Huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... I want my wedding to be the first one. I've got the whole thing all planned out in my head. Wonder when that will be???!!! but stillll... My wedding first!!!!

Dont freak out B.... Muahssssssssssss....

~ OBSESSED!!! ~

I'm seriously am OBSESSED!!! I can't help myself but to adore this couple...

I've been watching Khalil & Azua wedding montage by CST PRODUCTION. Can't count how

many times but I know its A LOT.

Sorry people.. I don't know how to upload it.. Quite the IT illiterate..hehe..

Anywaaaaaaayyyysssss...

It's one of the best montage since the couple is so sporting and they were just being themselves.

Even the song that they pick just shows how fun loving they are.

I'm not obsessed about wedding right now.. I 'm obsessed bout being a couple just like them..

Hmmmmmm.. wonder what kind of couple do me and B make?