~An Early Thanksgiving ~

I know it is too early for Thanksgiving but never the less I would like to say thanks because I am so thankful for life. By watching the movie "Freedom Writers" It not only make me a more thankful person, I am even more inspired by the stories. Can't wait to read the book. It must be really interesting reading of others life who have to fight everyday just to get through the next day. We would always say that our life is hard, but with this story now I realize that life is hard. But there are tougher life out there so stop whining and just get through with it like a champion. That's all that we can do... get through with it and make it meaningful and worthwhile.

My life may not be perfect but it is as perfect as it can be. I have a great family whom I love unconditionally and who love me as much and with out them who am I. I have a roof on top of my head and do not have to worry where I am sleeping for the night unlike the homeless like in the movie "The Pursuit of Happiness" That's the security I am given. Thankgoodness... Food is a luxury that my babah gave me. He bought every weird stuff he can get his hands on and shove it down our throat. It might look yucky but at least I know what it tastes like. Some of it tastes great and that is why they say never judge a book by its cover. He'll even go the extra mile to buy a certain food that we want like going to Ipoh to buy us dim sum.. mmmmmmm.... yuuuuuummmmmmmmmmmmm... Writing this is making me so hungry since it's the fasting month.

The second thing I wanna be thankful of is for having the most wonderful girlfriends... These girls was there for me whenever I need them and at times when I dont need them they're still around. hehehe... I love you girls so much and I guess that is why I am fulfilled. At the time I can sing Pussy Cat Dolls song "I Don't Need A Man" because they are like the boyfriends I never had... I get my heart to heart session with everyone of them with totally different perspective and it feel so good to talk about feelings without feeling guilty about it nor have someone shut you off. Now I know why some girls go the other way but thank god I am still straight. hehe... And without my girlfriends... I won't get to meet the next best thing I'm thankful of which is my B...

After my last relationship i vowed not to be in another relationship for about a year. Guess what they say is right again.. Good things lurk around when you are not looking. I wasn't looking for love but somehow cupid got me. A little lovey dovey but i love it since I am a hopeless romantic. It started because I don't have a date for my prom and my enthusiastic girlfriend had asked him for me without my approval. I was screaming my lungs out when she did that. Can I be anymore pathetic?? To not have a date is pathetic enough but to have your girlfriend set it up for you is just dreadful. What a drag to go to a prom with a stranger. But then again... I fell in love with the stranger and now he is no stranger.

"Brighter Than Sunshine"

I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling

Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
And it's brighter than sunshine

I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling

I didn't have the strength to fight
Suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.

Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

Thats that then... I am thankful for everything that I have an especially for all the love in my life. One can never grow out of love and it is the most essential thing one needs in life. Ame gave me this quote "the value of love is not how long you've been together, nor how much love have been given or receive, not how many times you've helped each other but on how you value each other". Love you guys so much.... muahsssssssssssssssss....