~Off to Another Stage ~

I'm feeling down today..

Suddenly in just a few days I won't be living with my family for the next 9 months. I mean I've been living with them for the last 5 months and God knows how much I love them, loathe them, get annoyed by them but at the end of the night when everything is over I'll b snuggling beside them in their bed watching tv.

This is me just going off to work.

I wonder how I'll be when I'm off to another stage in life. I can't be snuggling with them when I go home as I have my husband to tend to. I just hope that my babah would approve me of a good husband and all of us could snuggle at the end of the day and do the routine even if I'm somebody's wife.

What a dream.. Lets just pray very hard for my babah to let go of me first then we'll pray bout the snuggling part k..
Hmmmmm.. I wonder if my husband would like the snuggling part with them as well.. Or is it just too weird.. hehe..

~ BelateD WisH..~

As I've said before.. My mummy will only celebrate Mother's Day on my Birthday..

But I still called her on the day just to wish a fake wish..

And she thanked me with a fake thanks..

Anyway.. I messaged all my other mothers out there...

" Aunty.. Happy Mother's Day!! Hope you're celebrated like a Queen today. As today is the day for you to demand.. Hehe.. Muahsss.. Thanks for being my mummy too. I love you.."

All of my dearest mummy replied wishing thanx and that they love me too..

But this is my favourite reply which is from Ame's mum.. I laughed reading her message..

" Thanks for remembering me! I so appreciate and glad you are my daughter.
( here comes the funny part...) Of course I'll demand but the thing that I want is out of their budget... heehee... Luv u forever! Ur mummy"

I instantly called Ame telling her bout the messaged. How her mum's reply is so brutally honest and Ame scolded her mum for saying so.. Hahaha..

I so miss Aunty as she is so blunt with you.. I once was force fed health food because she said I was fat and how I dress up so selekeh. Yupppp.. She said that...

Anyway.. Hope you guys and gals out there treats your mother like a Queen no matter what..

For those who can't... Whether because they are far or not with us anymore.. Remember them in our heart and read Al- Fatihah..

~ The MeSSaGe ~

I was about to go to sleep ( which was around 3:40 am) when I suddenly got a message..

I wonder who would message me at this time.. It was Nabil.... I really freak out since he juz had an eye operation. When I view it.. This is what he wrote...

Weh.. Apa maksud kumbaya?

I was laughing like mad.. What the hellll??!!!! I called him straight away. We were laughing like mad.. He was so bored that suddenly he thought of the word kumbaya.. Nabil.. Nabil.. You can ask the darnest of questions...

I still remember the Addam's Family Movie where they sang Kumbaya to Wednesday.. And her reaction was so funny.. Dia kan heartless.. Hehehe..

Anyway my dearest Nabil.. I Google and Kumbaya is from the Gullah creole language. Apparently a corruption of the English phrase "come by here" in a spiritual song.
Thank god for Google.. hehehe...

I wonder what his next question will be..

~ Ethics Lesson No. 2.. ~

Spit your crap where it is suitable!!!

Not on the restaurant's floor you ****************!!

Urggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Where is your manner dude??!!

I seriously felt like going to the you and giving you a piece of my mind..

But being sane.. I don't think its worth it..

Would if he spits on my face face instead..

Yucckkkkkkkkksssssssss...

~ My Jewelry... ~

A woman wears her tears like jewelry~ Author Unknown

~ Keoi.... ~

He just told me that he's planning to get married next year...

Without hesitation I cried my heart out.

He thought I was being dramatic and was laughing thinking that I was acting.

Suddenly he heard my muffled voice..

" Nanti ko kahwin boleh ke jumpa lagi? Boleh ke kita gayut?? Nanti dia marah.. Huwaaaaa.. Keoi.. make sure dia suka aku k.. Nak kawan ngan ko lagi.. Huwaaaaaaaa.... Paksa gak k dia suka aku so that aku leh lepak ngan korang. "

And then I cried again.. Non stop..

We've been friends for 10 years and I can't loose my bestfriend. He's the one guy that is so constant in my life after he broke up with his girlfriend. I lost him once then.. I don't want to loose him ever again..

I just hope that his future wife likes me. Please like me.. I don't want anything to change.

Please be the most supporting wife ever..

Please.. Pretty please.. With sugar on top..

~ Ethics... LEARN IT!!!~

HANG UP!!!!

THAT'S WHAT YOU DO WHEN WE FIGHT!!! WHAT THE HELL!!!

I know I need anger management.. but you're not making it any better by hanging up the phone.

Words of advice.. If you wanna fight with me or with any other people.. Get it out there. Not by shutting me up and keeping quiet.

IT DOES NOT HELP ANYBODY!!!!